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Yeah. It’s an amazing feeling. Once a week I experience it - on the day I return to hall.

Every Sunday night, papa and mummy will send me back. Mummy will help me change my bedsheet. (yes, I’m such a lousy pok). Today, mummy ironed my clothes that were left to hang dry. She even helped me hole-punched my papers. :)

Papa taught me accountancy. At least I know a little more than I did last week. Not as lost as before even though I still stare blankly at the tutorials. But this time, it’s only the tutorials and not the textbook and notes so HAHAHA. :D

All I did as a form of thanks was to kiss them on their cheeks.

I don’t know what will happen to me without my parents.

My sister says I’m being stretched mentally, physically and socially. I think she’s right. I AM on the path to self-destruction. Like sleeping at 4am and waking up at 8am. Plus crying.

I just realised how lucky I am after coming to university and making friends with people from all walks of life. I have almost everything people want in life. The only thing I suck at is building friendships, which explains why I’m always looking at the past and not the future.

Though I generally love things now, I’m such a greedy pok pok. I want to go overseas to study. I want to live there and simply escape from everything here, be it what happened, what’s happening and what’s going to happen.

I’m so busy. So there. I don’t know if it’s good or bad. One nice senior of mine is really psychic. He can read my thoughts and fears. HAHA.

Ahhhh. I’m awake. Going down for hall camp in uhhh 9 minutes time.

No sign of my roomie. She says she’s coming for the hall camp though. *crosses fingers*

Nah, but I doubt I’ll get to see her.

I’m scared. Very scared. Hope today’s a good day!! *crosses fingers and toes*

Okay, I have 8 minutes left.

Byeeeeee. :)

Weird. Just so weird. It’s an uncanny feeling, really. Felt damn weird today. Haha. Felt even weirder on msn. Hahaha. How nice it is to simply close your eyes and never open them again.

Sometimes I wish I live in my own fabricated world. Haha. Ultra tired from camp. Okay, camp wasn’t as bad as I perceived it to be but still. Mmm.

Anyway people, lemme know the dates you’re free can? Then we can go on dates together. Hahaha. I think I have stuff going on almost every other day :X oops.

I don’t think I’m suited to take Business. I can’t talk. I get scared when I talk to them.

Felt very lost today. I wonder how I will survive 5 days of camp.

Don’t fit in at all. Everyone dresses up in the latest fashion except me of course. Ugh.

Feel like crying. Actually I am already. Really very scared now. :(

And the most embarrassing thing had to happen to me today.

Sorry Joyce, didn’t go for your birthday dinner.

I want a hug :(

I feel like withdrawing out from the camp. I feel like running away. I feel like hiding under my blanket and never step out of my house. I don’t want to go to school. Everything is akin to a hellish nightmare. Like during that few months in JC. But there’s no one now. No one to pull me. Everyone’s gone their own routes, taken their own designated paths.

Ho Qi Yi! Hurry come back from US :( I think you’ve seen my ugly crying face the most number of times.

I am genuinely happy over a small thing that happened (: Ho Xinling thank you!

Anyway, on to the topic. I am very bored. YES. !#$#$@#$#@#$@. I’ve been staring at my laptop, talking to people via MSN for hours. So RARRRRRRRRR. So I shall blog about the Melb trip. I think I’ll take ages to complete it.

Firstly, we almost couldn’t make it to Melb. Because we almost MISS THE PLANE. HEEHEEHEE. Yes. The departure time was 9.00pm. So we three (my cousin, my sister and I) happily went into the cinema room and watched Step Up (Terminal 3 is cool cool cool!! :D) So we decided to leave the cinema room at 8.30pm. Plus it’s close to our departure gate, B8.

At 8.30pm, we left the cinema and went to peeeeee. Then we happily trotted to B8 and then OH MY GOD. There’s no one there! So we checked the noticeboard and to our horror, the departure gate is at A17 which is all the way to the other end. So we ran and ran and ran! But at 8.45 we were still nowhere near A17 and the stupid board had to dampen our spirits by saying it’ll take 20 minutes to reach gates A15-A20. So RARRRRRRRRR. Then we huffed and puffed and ran.

But we got lucky XD. We saw an uncle driving those vehicles. So we asked him if he could drive us there and the kind uncle says yes!!!! Yayyyy! I love old guys! So, we reached A17 at 8.50pm. Phewwww. :)

End of it. I shall go back to replying MSN conversations. Heehee.

Ps. Just ignore the earlier entry ok? Pretend it never exists. But thank you babes, for being there for me :) I love you all! Eileen, let’s meet up and I’ll tell you more =P (Condition is we must meet up! HAHA)

Hello folks, I’m still in Melbourne :) It’s freezing cold here, especially when the wind blows or should I say howls pass your ears. Brrrrrr. The picture below was taken by my sister. Looks cool and is cool too :D

Okay, ciao.

I’m scared. Scared of the freshmen orientation camp. Will I be able to make friends? I’m very very scared. I’m afraid of the hostel orientation too. I don’t know who my bunkmate is. I’ll be friend-less when I go for the hostel orientation camp.